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| My dogs are gone. All three of them are now dead. Snoop died in June. Doctors say it was a snake... I say someone poisoned him. Today my two oldest dogs were shot. They weren"t anywhere close to the person who shot them I believe. Or maybe they were. They felt threatened. Couldn't you atleast have made a phone call to us before you made your final damn selfish decision??? Blue and Bubbles were my babies. Blue was like a real baby. He slept with you... and wanted attention all the time. Bubbles was a loner, and just seemed to love us, she didn't really enjoy having outsiders... but I kinda liked that. Now all three are gone. This is one of the most saddest days in my life. I haven't cried like this in a few months, besides when I found out about Deionte. I lost my buddies. Who were always there for me. Bubbles since the 6th grade and blue since the 7th. Not only that... but Blue was my dad's dog. He was always there... Im just depressed right now I can't even study Beowulf. I just needed to write this. They better watch out for their dog... because im not sure that a certain someone won't hesitate to shot as well. Im pissed, I feel sick, and im very upset. So I just wanted to let that out. Peace homeskillets. Till next time. | | |
| School. It's finally started. Im now officially a Senior. Class of 2010 :) Its weird to think that soon Ill be filling out college applications, and scholarships, and waiting for replys. Its kind of nerve wrecking once you think about it actually. Somewhat scares me as well. Many people in my community don't seem to go far after graduating. From most of the past seniors that have graduated from Beulah, I've only seen a small few go further than the Alabama boarder. Now me. Im a completely different story. I WANT to go farther than Alabama. Even if its in Georgia, as long as I cross the alabama boarder i am good to go. Now, I have nothing against Alabama, but I just want to go away. Even though I've been to Europe countless times, never have I really explored the states. Thats why im applying to colleges in the north, and also the west. Luckily Veteran Affairs helps me with my tuition, so I know an out-state school is not impossible. Im taking the ACT in september, and after getting my scores, I'll see how far I'll really will be able to go. :) So on to a slightly different topic... we were filling out the usual forms for school on monday. I got done with my name, address, and all that other good information when I finally got to the race section. Black. Asian/ Pacific Islander, White, Hispanic, Am. Indian. and.... wait. What? Thats it? Yet again I sit there completely disappointed in the school form that I have been filling out since the 7th grade. Yet another year where I have to randomly chose a race (this year im an asian/pacific islander). Why does it never say other??? WHY does it never include an option that has to go along the lines of... two races or more? It shocks me everytime I fill out a form with Ethicinity on it and it NEVER has an other option. Do these people who make the forms actually ever suspect there is more than 5 races out there? I know most do it according to what mostly leave in the state, but jeez atleast but an "other" check box. It irritates me ever year. It also irritates me every year that on my schedule for school my Ethicinity says "NONE" and yet my brothers says "BLACK." Quite funny huh? Seeing that we are both European american. I want to remind everyone now, Im not a mixture of any more races than German and as they say over there Afro-American. Im half white, half black. Half european, half black american. So yeah... the beginning of the year always seems to irritate me, just because of this dumb form we have to fill out... Every. Year. Lastly, I hope to be getting a job soon. I really hope something works out with Hallmark. I would be the happiest person on the world at the moment. So yeah, thats my whats the doodle for the day. I might be posting later tonight as well. :) later homeskillets. | | |
| Honesttoblog? Yeah.. Nita here. I think I'll start doing this now... a blog called Whats the doddle? In my language meaning... whats the word... hows it going. My day, or even week. Starting off with last weekend. It was great. I really enjoyed Nürnberg, its a beautiful city. Saturday we went to O2 family day, since Nicole works with O2. It was fun and I met some really nice people. Plus I won (Well actually given..) a cellphone, which I gave to my cousin as a birthday present. What can I do with a german phone in America? Even though when I think about it I could have used it in the states, since its quadband...plus its a really nice phone...a Nokia slide phone..blue..pretty... Anyways. I came back Sunday. The train ride was really great, I had a really nice older lady next to me. and next to her, and actually all around me were senior people. But I was next to a window, which is all that counts. So this morning around 2am I go onto to myspace, and am so shocked on what I see. RIP deionte everywhere. I can't believe it. Im actually still shocked now. I had to find out from a friend over myspace about a close friend that passed away. At first it didn't really hit me, I still couldn't believe it at the time, but then the tears started to come and yeah, you know what happens then. I know I didn't know Deionte like others... But I did know him, and he was a very amazing friend, I met him back in the 9th grade, so i knew him for about three years. He was funny, talented in drawing, kind and a very sincere person. He always made me laugh, specially last semester in Ms.Beatty's class. This is the second time that when Im in Germany someone has passed away. So... Rest In Peace Deionte...we'll miss you. Until next week...or maybe even at the end of this week, I'll be writing another whats the doodle. Peace Homeskillets. | | |
| Im going to Nürnberg :) Its my first time going alone with the train..DB (Deutsche Bahn) Im very excited about my trip :D Sadly Ill be missing two days of Das Fest, but hey... I think its a somewhat worthy sacrifice. Watching Harold and Kumar 2. <3 lol. One of the best movies ever. Oh. Plus.. Im coming home in a week. Its sad that its coming to an end, my stay here, but I most definately had lots of fun. Hopefully I get to come one more time after high school.... Either way Ill come when ever lol. My family is here. So... besides my babbling... I actually can't wait for school to start. I miss my friends and somewhat just being at school. Plus sleeping during class. I totally miss that. Hahaha. Peace Homeskillets  , Till next time : ) | | |
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So I thought my brother was the only one that noticed my english was going wack when we talked to eachother while he was still here in Germany with me... but then I posted a comment on Facebook to a friend and she told me as well my grammar was wack... wickidy wack. So lately these past days I've noticed myself that seriously... my english really is weird. So just incase I comment you and say something not grammar correct... don't hold it against me. It's being in another country for a while and not talking english at all thats doing it. So on the other side of the bread. So far my adventure/vacation has been amazing. I've enjoyed going to the schwimmbad, going downtown and to Ettlingen Tor ( Its like a three story mall), and just chilling with my family. One of the things I find Very cool here, are the free events they have. Just recently we went to the Rewe Fest 2009 Family day and say some of the biggest bands... for free! I finally got to see Lexington Bridge (Check them out!) and my new band love... Queensberry. Plus Lou Baga, Giovanni, and Stanfour were there. I mean its just amazing to see all these people.. for free. Not only that but this saturday we're going to Mannheim to see Silbermond, Raemonn, Stefanie Heinzman, Christina Stürmer, plus a few others.. and one the greatest Violin players in the world David Garett... for FREE. That just blows my mind haha. But in all the amazing adventures I've been having... I do miss Alabama in some way. Mostly because my mom, brother, and little sister are there... and also my friends. Plus, even though I kind of am against saying this, I really can't wait till this school year starts so I can see everyone. :) Oh... and I miss my bed as well, even though when I get back to the states I'll be missing the beds here haha. I guess we're never happy with what we actually have. So... to end this blog.. I watched the Michael Jackson Memorial today. The memorial... was quiet amazing. The songs, speeches, and everything else was beautiful, and I have a feeling MJ was watching from above and was happy to be remembered in such a way. He was.. and will always be one and few of the greatest musical legends that will forever be remembered, and will always live on. :) So Rest in Peace Michael Jackson.. King of Pop.. you will be missed. In a way I can see him moonwalking in the sky now.. ..lol. Well peace out homeskillets! Till next time :P | | |
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